All of my closest friends are currently making me feel fucking stupid and guilty and naive and blind and idk that’s pretty fucked up. What happened to having my back? Like if you’re about to fucking shit on me and my decisions, the least I deserve is an explanation. I feel so alone ugh. Deadass I don’t want to consider someone my close friend if he or she can’t talk to me or hear me out or make time for me. I’m so done.